I'm a thief. But before I steal a note from FB, here's my day. Woke eh after 2-3 hours of sleep... Went out, came back at noon to change... Then went to BotanGardens with family for Niece's bday celebration. 1yearold! And I'm really getting older, eh? Anywho, I suck the photos out of the D70, then kope Sony Handycam from dad... Wow. Then went to help the Chinese Crosstalk again... I help out for like ten minutes, and get to watch a show tickets worth thirty bucks, get a 5 buck dinner over three days. Epic win.

So here, let this express the pain my face cannot.

~~ There are so many people who cannot show emotions and feelings very easily. Many times they are misinterpreted as being cold or unfeeling and pay the consequences when, all the while, they just want to be open and expressive like everyone else.they just cant..I don't know what is LOVE ?? Is there any subsist of LOVE ?? The peoples who are in LOVE already gonna hate me..its alright, they can hate me but i hate myself too !!! what is the mean if you LOVE someone like defunct and you gonna loose galore of precious things from your life for which you were waiting entire of your life and then if she/he leave u away without any notification without any proper cause when you are in a deep muddy cave then how DARE U CAN SAY THIS IS A LOVE or this is called A LOVE ?? yea i know LOVE and i saw it !! though i touched it by my dead fingers and felt cold when i am far away from that gratifying stuffs then who will be the one to feeling this culpable ?? But i am not an anti lover nor i hate the peoples who are in love nor i am asocial , i respect this relation which you can say my devotion but after hurting tormentingly i just turned myself away from this path..cause i know how beautiful it was but i messed up and i know too in every ones life at least one time they topple in LOVE...am i wrong ??? Really they are so LUCKY who have got their real LOVE and the others like me living with their broken HEARTED which would be worse then a gun shot................what is the reward of LOVE if you cant sacrifice and compromise in the dead time when you need her/his most !! but all are like to slope off that juncture...so is it calling that LOVE that i venerated...I really don't know this LOVE then.......i am baffled byit.......~~